I love family reunions but for the last few years (ie. 2005) my cozs been bring their boyfriends to them and that's the only thing I don't like and I'm the only person (besides a male cousin) who doesn't have a "sweetheart" and it makes me very upset and I have to hide that fact around the rest of the family. Its between my cozs and my girlfriends 3 out of 4 of my girlfriends have boyfriends. I feel left out and one of my cozs has been living with her boyfriend (and still is) and another coz will be living with her boyfriend.

So can you see why I'm getting desperate about having a "sweetheart" since on still on sweetheart 0.

my maternal grandma died a 2:30am a week ago. Well tomorrow is a memorial service for her. Well I only discovered today (I asked) that my sister and her friend Mark have been officially a couple. I only asked because I was aware that Mark's coming to the service today and he never meet grandma.

Well in additional to my first post. Not only now do I have to put up with the fact that my same-gender cousins have BFs. But now I have to put up with my SISTER having a boyfriend. I half-wish I was a little kid again ad didn't care a rat's rear end about boyfriends. Does it matter that Cousins L and R's boyfriends are J words?