memories of the old days when gathering around with family and taking time out to really enjoy each other especially holidays and the laughter shared . times with good friends such as i have found here at Cstyles. letting you all know ill always be here for ya and i really do enjoy your company deeply

thank you for having me

Aww Mr...you are making me blush! Hmm...I recall the first time I opened this blog up to the public, first time peeking beneath the 'sheets' so to say to see all the inner workings. The fear of rejection mingled with the fear of acceptance. Remembering to remind myself that there will fast day's and slow day's as well as good day's and bad day's. I remember the day I came online and noticed that we had 54 people online at one time! My heart almost skips a beat at that memory. I want Cstyles to grow...not too quickly...and def not too slow. I recall the first people who came to Cstyles and signed on as members!

I recall the first time I learned to do show jumping (horses for those who are interested) the first time I came flying off and smacked straight into some wooden panels but I got up and got straight back on...I remember lining the horse up to the fence and just gritting my teeth as it's hooves went over the jump and didnt knock a single rail..woohoo I was so excited and my dad gave me this lovely necklace with a horses head on it...so beautiful.

I also recall writing my first piece of poetry dedicated to a lady I cared for who passed away...she was just phenomenal! A real animal lover and went out of her way to rescue animals from all kinds of situations even putting herself in danger. I was so glad to know her it was a real honour.